I've been talking about doing this since before Thanksgiving.
This post was originally written in early December...I'm just now FINALLY deciding to do what it's talking about...
This time last year I worked through a book called The Artist's Way. It's a workbook (and now an online course) devoted to finding or rediscovering your own creativity. Whether it's doubt, criticism, or fear - or, let's be honest, all three - we artists tend to block ourselves from our own expression. The book was really helpful, and was honestly something I encountered in grad school a few years ago. I fully intend on working my way through it again.
Something I learned about myself from that experience was how much physical exercise affects my mental clarity. This is something I've always known, but tend to forget. When faced with the choice of practice or exercise, I tend to practice, as it feels like a much more urgent need. We're told constantly how important exercise is, and since much of my practice is rather strenuous I tend to excuse myself. But, this last week I've tried to revive a modest exercise/stretching regimen. Unlike in the past, I didn't set unrealistic goals or judge myself if my cardio time was cut short, and as a result I've felt more confident in my practice sessions. This was a bit unexpected. More energy? Sure. More body confidence? Yep. But more confident in my playing abilities? This was new for me. A lovely surprise and something I want to continue.
Thinking along the ideas of "unlocking" the artist within, I've decided to take an indirect approach inspired by this recent experience.
I want to be able to do the splits again.
I was a gymnast as a kid, and the splits were a normal, everyday occurrence. Now, not so much.
I found a super casual and at times laughable article online that spells out weekly stretches and exercises to be able to do the splits at the end of 6 weeks. You can find it here.
We carry tension in our hip muscles. We feel threatened and we tighten the muscles that support our bodies: back and hips (and probably the neck, too). I wondered: what if I work on opening those large, supportive, and fear-holding muscles? Will it affect how I view myself as a player? the decisions I make? the way I play my pieces?
So, I'm starting an experiment. I'm going to take myself through this 6-week splits course, cataloging my progress here. I'll share my discoveries and surprises, and maybe post embarrassing and hilarious photos of each week's attempts.
I would post a laughable photo from Day 1, but instead I'll just post this glorious reaction to what the photo would have been...